Confessions of a struggling Single Mum to be!

I have found that pregnancy can be difficult, but getting through it alone can be even more difficult.

From the first moment I have been telling myself that there is nothing I could do differently, but now I understand that I am completely alone in this, and even though I have friends and family supporting me, and I know this may sound bad, I am really alone in this.

During these 8 months, I went through many phases, sadness, happiness, fullness, abandonment, positive thoughts, negative thoughts, and even though I could blame my hormones for all of this, inside me I know that this is not the cause.

I feel that doing it alone was not just a choice but a condition, and I was taken back by hoping that certain people were there for me, but that's what it is, and sometimes you need to finally understand who will and who won't be there for you.

I ended up discovering that I am a stronger person than I thought I could be, I went to my medical appointments alone and made it! and even when there were days when I felt miserable just sitting there alone, seeing all the happy couples around me, each time I did it I became stronger and more certain of what I wanted.

Now in a new phase, and after months of trying to find a home for me and this little one, being rejected and discriminated many times, I can finally breathe! and give both of us a little rest.

A new phase its coming, calls nesting, and like until now its my intention doing it on my own and enjoy the last month of my pregnancy without fears, tears and resentful feelings.

Pregnancy can be difficult, but it's definitely something I wouldn't trade for anything. I've become stronger and more aware of my surroundings, and if that isn't grow then what is…♥️