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I never thought that I could lose the most important person in my life. But 4 weeks ago I got the most terrible news, my father has a brain tumor. As the strong and joyful man he is, he took it as any ordinary news, stood optimistic against all it was ahead. But for me, it was different, maybe I am not as strong, my whole world collapsed, i felt like Samson when Dalilah cut his hair, without my dad I am nobody. Today he is in surgery, and it all depends on it. So, I wandered around the city, waiting for the hours to go by, with my heart going a thousand mph. Alone and away from home, I feel like today is the most important day of my life. All I wish for is to see him healthy again. Until then, I wait in despair whilst I order another pint to take the pain I feel away.